Because I Said so…

True Me....

2007-06-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

Here is some questions and the answers was by my two flat partners, I copy it in this Journal without any changes or cheating, to all whom concerned to know me more here is the key words ;)

SALMA

1. Quiet/ Loud?

R: Loud loud loud like a crazy animal , not always besara7a :)

A: loud

2.Short/ Tall?

R: -no , the ideal girly tall I guess

A: -heahe compared to me short tab3an but to the egyptian short girls tall

3. Weird / Original?

R: - Weird sometimes, when the right thing is just crystal clear but you totally refuse to do it

A: -sometimes weird

4. Nice / Mean?

R: -Nice

A: -nice

5. Friendly / Selfish ?

R: -you used to live in your own shell & act selfishly, but now you're getting mature fag2a & started to be caring about others, more friendly & this is really cool because you're such a star in jokes & amusement

A: -friendly but sometimes you can't express your feelings or translate it to actions so you seems selfish

6. Normal / "Special?

R: You're extra smart & active, but don't shine because may be till now " 3agezty" you didn't have a specific goal to reach, you do & accept what life gives or throws on your way. If you give deep thought to What you want to become in life, I bet you'll be the Special of specials & people will never forget you.

A: mmmm you can be super special but you always satisfied with the few don't like to bother yoursefl to get more

7. Smart / Stupid?

R: -The smartest , but Use it correctly,

A: -smart but don't make the good use of it

8. Boring / Fun?

R: -Funny aktar 7aga & begad I adore your cool humor & lamada & fa2areya way

A: -fun

9. Attractive / Unattractive ?

R: -Very attractive, you don't even need to show off or do any effort to make it appear

A: -yes attractive

DO YOU THINK I'M...

1. A psycho?:

R: -Nope, confused a bit bas

A: -no

4. Ghetto?:

R: Nope , but you do have very few friends, tol 3omrek actually mabet3adish 3 friends , you need to open up more, to have many circles especially u're funny, sociable & pretty

A: no

6. Two-faced?:

R: - No khales, sometimes you avoid confrontations " el mowagahat" but if you're confident that when you talk no one will hit you back,, you say whatever you want

A: - no you are rudely opinionated

8. Immature?:

R: - you're better than before at least, begad you start to be more aware & responsible,, kan men badry ya3ny,,grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

A: - sometimes

9. Mature?

R: Partly yes

A: -sometimes too as you some times immature

11. Moody?

R: -rarely

A: -sometimes

12. looser?

R: - no , but you don't shine as you deserve, but definitely better than many others

A: - no

15. Lovable?

R: - yes gedan , mafihash kalam di

A: - yes

JUST SOME QUESTIONS 1. What do u think I'll be when I grows up?

R: You'll be a careless mother who can't control or raise up her kids, get married to a cool guy who yemashiky 3al 3agin .

You'll continue working & have your own funny times away from el bit we 2arafo,, you won't be that miserable mother who lost all her life for her kids, bel3aks you'll do all you want we homa ywla3o

A: MMMM it's hard to tell as I don't know what's your goals to draw image for you when you grow up but I think you'll marry someone who you love him more than he will and you'll be rich you'll lead cool life

6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?: and who? old,new,cartoon character.

-KATRIN ZETA JONES look

-YOUSRA now because you talk like her, simple, natural & honest with a sharp fun

-El MOSHAKES cat in ka3bouuul

-OMAR of CAPTIN MAJED cartoon

-SARA "Singer of From Sara with Love"

-Any girl in any movie who is a WILD ISOLATED & COOL DAUGHTER who stays at her room & shouts , throw things on her little brothers/sisters when they open the door & disturb her cool loud music world

-when you were in high school ,Samah Anwar as a character & look

-YOSRA :people say you look like her, you and her has almost the same kind character

-NELLY i don't know why but i think you were loving her

-SAMA7 ANWAR : when you were teen all people around were saying that you look and act like her

-the actress who acted SABRINA:as u likes her and I think deep inside you want to be such a cute girl

-ka3bool al dob el kasol , moshakes , shmasa and dana :D, 3lam one of flash chrachters , 3omar one of captain maged chrachters

10. If u could give me anything...what would it be?

-More ambition

-More confidence in your abilities

-Decent & good friends

-more messy style 3ashan mate2rifinish be tartib el room :P

-boyfriends 3edlin

- I'll give you push hehehe ede zoba za2aaa.:P

-la2 begad as I told ur sis the thing will be( car,flat )if I can and if unkind thing some optimism and enthusiasm 11.

If u could promise me anything, what would it be?

-zay okhtek el habla , to be always there for you to support, care & rescue when you need

-iny a3arafek 3ala as7aby el mozzaz beshart maykonosh 3agbiny ana el awel :P niahahahah

-iny ma7rimkish men my great company at the room even if we moved to anohter house :P

-If you decided to be a STAR, I promise you will & smash all as well

-a7la 7aga fe el donia that I'll be ur sis till the end of my life :D de el 7aga el wa7eda ele admanha hahaaaa

12. If you could have anything that I have what would it be?

-I guess never regretting or feel guilty at what ever nonsense you did before, ( ya3ny take it easy 3ala nafsek) I wish I could be like you in this.

-to be totally forgiving no matter how others hurt you , mabetshilish we bet3ady 7agat ketir

-your cooooooooooooooooooooooolness and carefree {PERSONAONLY}

IF YOU ARE MY OPPOSITE SEX ANSWER THIS .. If u could describe me in one word...what would that word be?

R: dalo3aaaa

A: girl .

Do u or have u ever hated me?Hope not, When & why?

R: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh,, forsety ba2a :

-when I'm in the middle of a problem & you start telling me " maho inty aslek ely ghaltana, kan el mafrod te3mely kaza we kaza, 7ad ye3mel keda.,testahly " . akid mesh wa2to, it's very good but say it later when I'm out of the problem because now I want just a Solution not ta2nib

-your sloooooooooow motion in doing things, I used to hate it awy, but now I'm more ok with it & take it as a funny thing to tease you with :P

-when we keep telling you of something million times & still you go & do what you wanted men el awel be4 asking us. Ba7es inek stubborn 3al fady especially when you discover we were right 3asham masla7tek mesh ghalasa 3aliky

-keeping low standard friends who don't suit you , bel3aks they degrade you with them by affecting badly your image & life.

-When you keep silent while we talk about important thing which concern all of us. At this time, we need to know we all want this & u keep silent. We ely ye7ra2 el dam ino after that, we find you saying very good things that could be useful if you told ,,liiiiiiiiiiiiiih keda

A:yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i can't count basra7a :p

-when we are in rush ( doing anything )and you are toooooo slow

-when we discuss prob with dad and you keep silent

-when dad discus anything with you and you answers is totally mostafezaaaaaaaa

-when you know those( locaaaaaaaaaaal )people

-when you speak or act like any character you talk or spend sometime with

-when you are loud

-when you are negative

1. Do u wish we were closer?

R: -now we're having avery good level of being close, I wish more tab3an & more & I think we 're on our way to this -I wished we started earlier bas

A: laaaaaaaaaa3 keda kefaya

Final question: do you think we will be friends for all of our life[or whatever relationship we have]

R: -mesh be idina ya benty ,,it's a fate we're sisters, but our choice whether to be friends or not. If we stayed same way like now, I guess yes. Even if you get married 3orfy men waraya, we can still be friends, ,bas 3arafiny 3ala akho el mozzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :P

A: -yes

And after all, I LOVE YOU BOTH GIRLS.

If Only !!!

2007-02-24T06:59:00.000-08:00

Try to watch that movie, you'll think deeply about your relations with: your partners, lovers, family members, friends, and the ppl you do love anyway.

I was having some thing in my life one day I thought it was LOVE. But when I watch that movie, I do changed my mind, it wasn't LOVE, it was caring, pity, affection or .... I donno,, a lot of meanings I wasn't understand it at that time, but it's ok for it i like it at that time!!

But I guess he watch that movie!! he was always treating me as if it's the last day in our life, or specifically MY LIFE.

SURE HE WATCH THAT MOVIE. Not only watch but also pretend to be the actor and definitely I was the actress without me knowing...

He was always trying to Draw The Smile On My Face, he was treating with me as a QUEEN,, i like that anyway:))

He was driving me always to Forget Bad Things that happened to me at that time. and sometimes ever.

I do apprecieat the changes he makes in my life, he turned it to good one although it was the worst:((.

And now both of us still alive or not, away or keeping in touch, who care then!!!

The problem is to know THAT:

AFTER ALL, I THINK WE SHOULDN'T WAIT FOR THAT DREAM TO EXPLAIN TO OTHERS HOW MUCH WE LOVED THEM. HOW MUCH WE CARE ABOUT THEM AND THAT DREAM MEANS THE END :))..

With Love

The Difference between Love & True Love.

2007-02-17T12:11:00.000-08:00

Love: I love you
True love: I adore you,, I'm dying without you.

Love: it's ok for everything. I'm cool & sport.

True love: I respect you, I'm afraid about every thing that just related to your name letters, I'm acting like I'm afraid about my self and more.

Love: you'll be every where, by any mean. I just want all people to know that I'm committed & wanted, I've the ability to love and be loved

True love: I'm keeping you in my heart, you are just here touching my feelings, you means to me a very special & expensive thing that I do appreciate it.
I just cant let someone to think something bad about you,, you are the most important thing in my whole life.

True love mean:
To APPRECIATE that feeling(LOVE)
To RESPECT that person (PARTNER)
Changing from the WORST to the most BETTER.

Love: I can meet you everyday, going out, catch your hand hugs you:$

True love: when i meet you I just don't want your foots to touch the ground.. the desire to spend every moment that goes by in that date looking at your eyes, since he came to take her from the nearest place to her home till the moment he drive her back to the same place at the end of that date

Love:to say bye honey take care…etc at the end of your date

True love: to say by your heart beat, hand touch and your eye look: please don't go I just want to spend one more second with you.
As you don't want to stop that bad Taxi that will drive her home,, To press her hand strongly trying to let her understand how much you feel pains of her leaving.

And if you was leaving her with her friends you say: bye and go then minutes passed and when she turned back suddenly she found you there again telling her: I don't want to leave I want to take you with me.

Love:when you are ending a call with her you says: ok honey take care, I love you, bye and hang off.

True love: when it came to the end of a phone call you just cant stop repeating her name and say I love you.. I'll be missing you even if you was just with her or you'll be with her within hours, and when you hang off she found this phone message telling her I'll be waiting for you.. I miss you. Take care of yourself because I'll die if something bad happened to you.

Love causes some changes like make us both happy,, that normal committed couple

True love: to change a lot in your lover life to turn his life from the worst thing to the best ever.
To let him/her discover the positive sides in her/ his life& personality.
To lead him to successful, peaceful, believable and meaningful life.

In that True Love you just find your self watching your partners' actions..
He is with you in the same place and he sends you SMS telling you I LOVE YOU.
He gets down on his knees in a very crowded place trying to persuade you to have dinner with him.

Love: to know someone... By anyway and to tell her/ him I love you and then became a couple.

True love: to find someone cry in front of you and some people and beseech you just to let him love you, Take care of you and that is all what he need.

AND...
When a lot of thing happened and it's time to BROKE UP. both of you are:

-Respect the other

-Get sad when you hear bad thing about the other

-Search a lot and exert efforts to forget that TRUE LOVE even with another LOVE… but you just can't DEEP inside you, you still remember him/ her DON'T lie and say NO never happened.

-Both of them feel the other: He/ She is not happy although he/she is smiling.

-You keep comparing your partners' actions with every body on the earths' actions …. You just don't want to forget.

AND if you want to discover that he/she is not OK without you… you'll find:

-A very bad changing in his/her manners

-A very careless life, feelings.

-A very bad friends around him/her.

-He/she also try to keep away of you just not to feel that worst she is in.