If Only !!!

Try to watch that movie, you'll think deeply about your relations with: your partners, lovers, family members, friends, and the ppl you do love anyway.

I was having some thing in my life one day I thought it was LOVE. But when I watch that movie, I do changed my mind, it wasn't LOVE, it was caring, pity, affection or .... I donno,, a lot of meanings I wasn't understand it at that time, but it's ok for it i like it at that time!!

But I guess he watch that movie!! he was always treating me as if it's the last day in our life, or specifically MY LIFE.

SURE HE WATCH THAT MOVIE. Not only watch but also pretend to be the actor and definitely I was the actress without me knowing...

He was always trying to Draw The Smile On My Face, he was treating with me as a QUEEN,, i like that anyway:))

He was driving me always to Forget Bad Things that happened to me at that time. and sometimes ever.

I do apprecieat the changes he makes in my life, he turned it to good one although it was the worst:((.

And now both of us still alive or not, away or keeping in touch, who care then!!!

The problem is to know THAT:

AFTER ALL, I THINK WE SHOULDN'T WAIT FOR THAT DREAM TO EXPLAIN TO OTHERS HOW MUCH WE LOVED THEM. HOW MUCH WE CARE ABOUT THEM AND THAT DREAM MEANS THE END :))..

With Love

The Difference between Love & True Love.

Love: I love you
True love: I adore you,, I'm dying without you.

Love: it's ok for everything. I'm cool & sport.

True love: I respect you, I'm afraid about every thing that just related to your name letters, I'm acting like I'm afraid about my self and more.

Love: you'll be every where, by any mean. I just want all people to know that I'm committed & wanted, I've the ability to love and be loved

True love: I'm keeping you in my heart, you are just here touching my feelings, you means to me a very special & expensive thing that I do appreciate it.
I just cant let someone to think something bad about you,, you are the most important thing in my whole life.

True love mean:
To APPRECIATE that feeling(LOVE)
To RESPECT that person (PARTNER)
Changing from the WORST to the most BETTER.

Love: I can meet you everyday, going out, catch your hand hugs you:$

True love: when i meet you I just don't want your foots to touch the ground.. the desire to spend every moment that goes by in that date looking at your eyes, since he came to take her from the nearest place to her home till the moment he drive her back to the same place at the end of that date

Love:to say bye honey take care…etc at the end of your date

True love: to say by your heart beat, hand touch and your eye look: please don't go I just want to spend one more second with you.
As you don't want to stop that bad Taxi that will drive her home,, To press her hand strongly trying to let her understand how much you feel pains of her leaving.

And if you was leaving her with her friends you say: bye and go then minutes passed and when she turned back suddenly she found you there again telling her: I don't want to leave I want to take you with me.

Love:when you are ending a call with her you says: ok honey take care, I love you, bye and hang off.

True love: when it came to the end of a phone call you just cant stop repeating her name and say I love you.. I'll be missing you even if you was just with her or you'll be with her within hours, and when you hang off she found this phone message telling her I'll be waiting for you.. I miss you. Take care of yourself because I'll die if something bad happened to you.

Love causes some changes like make us both happy,, that normal committed couple

True love: to change a lot in your lover life to turn his life from the worst thing to the best ever.
To let him/her discover the positive sides in her/ his life& personality.
To lead him to successful, peaceful, believable and meaningful life.

In that True Love you just find your self watching your partners' actions..
He is with you in the same place and he sends you SMS telling you I LOVE YOU.
He gets down on his knees in a very crowded place trying to persuade you to have dinner with him.

Love: to know someone... By anyway and to tell her/ him I love you and then became a couple.

True love: to find someone cry in front of you and some people and beseech you just to let him love you, Take care of you and that is all what he need.

AND...
When a lot of thing happened and it's time to BROKE UP. both of you are:

-Respect the other

-Get sad when you hear bad thing about the other

-Search a lot and exert efforts to forget that TRUE LOVE even with another LOVE… but you just can't DEEP inside you, you still remember him/ her DON'T lie and say NO never happened.

-Both of them feel the other: He/ She is not happy although he/she is smiling.

-You keep comparing your partners' actions with every body on the earths' actions …. You just don't want to forget.

AND if you want to discover that he/she is not OK without you… you'll find:

-A very bad changing in his/her manners

-A very careless life, feelings.

-A very bad friends around him/her.

-He/she also try to keep away of you just not to feel that worst she is in.