If Only !!!

Try to watch that movie, you'll think deeply about your relations with: your partners, lovers, family members, friends, and the ppl you do love anyway.

I was having some thing in my life one day I thought it was LOVE. But when I watch that movie, I do changed my mind, it wasn't LOVE, it was caring, pity, affection or .... I donno,, a lot of meanings I wasn't understand it at that time, but it's ok for it i like it at that time!!

But I guess he watch that movie!! he was always treating me as if it's the last day in our life, or specifically MY LIFE.

SURE HE WATCH THAT MOVIE. Not only watch but also pretend to be the actor and definitely I was the actress without me knowing...

He was always trying to Draw The Smile On My Face, he was treating with me as a QUEEN,, i like that anyway:))

He was driving me always to Forget Bad Things that happened to me at that time. and sometimes ever.

I do apprecieat the changes he makes in my life, he turned it to good one although it was the worst:((.

And now both of us still alive or not, away or keeping in touch, who care then!!!

The problem is to know THAT:

AFTER ALL, I THINK WE SHOULDN'T WAIT FOR THAT DREAM TO EXPLAIN TO OTHERS HOW MUCH WE LOVED THEM. HOW MUCH WE CARE ABOUT THEM AND THAT DREAM MEANS THE END :))..

With Love